heard this song one of my favorites from Neil Diamond and it got me thinking


these lyrics

Where I am, what I am
What I believe in
Holly holy
Holly holy dream

make me think who am i sindee or the male me

as sindee i am kind gentle caring and living to serve others

in male mode i can be demanding self centered and everyone is ok with that

when in male mode i am try to be kind caring , and serving and then i am considered weak

But i love to serve i love to wear dresses , heels and women’s clothes yet i hide in the closet 75 % of the time. My wife after realizing i wasn’t finished cross dressing left after 43 years of marriage. She doesn’t

love me as a maid ,Her servant thinks of me as a weak male not Her hubby who loves Her. She said if i loved her i wouldn’t wear women’s clothes and i would tell Her what to do and when to do it. but that’s not me.

so life will go on She has filled for divorce wanting it all and leaving me with nothing so the lawyers will fight it our and hopefully, sindee will be happy when this is over.

so for now i love these photos of sindee helps me remember good times




taking out da trash

so the other day Thursday i took a couple of pics while my Granddaddy was napping.

i was babbysitting and enjoying and needed to take out the trash. my neighbor and i talked outside over the fence. He never said anything about the heels i was wearing or the leggings pr the pink top.  hmm maybe i’m more natural then i think.

here’s the pics

i didn’t put a coat on thought it was a quick run out and back in

Have a great day



bored and horny

Don’t know why i just can’t get dressed up and head to a glory hole.

My mouth longs to be filled and stuffed with cock and cum.

yet i sit and long at porn on the computer wishing and wondering when will i leave and fulfill the dream and desires.




TMI Tuesday: January 23, 2018

Let’s talk faves, the most, and perfection at TMI Tuesday blog.

1. Favorite childhood memory?

Playing in River view a park in the city

2. Favorite moment in the last 3 months?

spent a week in Guadalajara during the Day of the Dead

3. Favorite drink on a hot summer day?

ice cold beer

4. Perfect day out: what, where, with whom?

a three some with a Mistress and Master any where they wanted

5. Your most unexpected achievement?

never thought i would graduate college and now i have a  Masters degree

Bonus: The kindest thing you ever did for a stranger?

help jump start a car was going in opposite direction on a cold Chicago day.

There were 2 Black men holding out jumper cables in a very white neighborhood.  During the conversation they told me they had been trying for  45 minutesd and turned around to help these guys and get them on their way.


How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

Random thoughts

Dreams are dreams

Not all are bad

Not all are good

Not all come True


Fantasies are fantasies

Not all can be lived out

Peter Pan lives in our mind

Fairies live to those who believe

Life is for living and loving

Love self

Love one another

Live your life

Enjoy Life

Be yourself



and so it goes




Man clothes 3 days ECK

so due to family get together for the last 3 days nothing but male attire not even panties.

one of my nephews girlfriend keep teasing me with her sexy feet in white sox

i so wanted to rub , suck and worship her feet. i’m sure noone noticed the pics i took.

i must be kinda weird being in church for a baptism, mass and still thinking about those sexy feet.

so now after 3 days of tequila, family, church, and man clothes i go to bed wearing my pink nightie

nite nite



TMI Nosy 1-9-18


1. How old is your longest living relative?


2. Do you hope to live to this age? Why?

Planning on living to be 120 because on my 60th birthday i announced i lived half my life maybe cause I wanna live!!

3. What is your family’s native language? Your native language?


4. How old were you when you started dating?

5. How old were you when you first had sex–any kind of sex?

14 if count masturbating otherwise 17

BonusHow would you describe your sense of humor?

a little strange kinda Monty Pythonish.


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