Change of status to fwb

Hello Sexy Friends,

After a few days of me texting Miss Judy, Earlier in the day She texted me advising me to be ready for a phone call this evening. So i waited well it got to be nine pm and i send Her this message “Your toy is patiently waiting to hear Your lovely voice. i have missed being wiht You. Hope You approve of my new collar. the following photo was sent.


About 20 minutes later, Miss Judy, She was sad but correct in Her analysis of us being together. She wants to be friends with benefits.  i told Her i understand as we really only have sex in common and me dusting and cleaning Her apartment.  So there is the change.  The sex we have is amazing. i so love to be oral and massage Her body.  She has lovely breasts and i can make Her orgasm from sucking and nibbling on them. She told me no other man has been able to do that.  She has allowed me to shave Her completely. She tastes wonderful. Her legs wrapped around my head make me feel so good.

i sjall enjoy being in Her presence and cleaning for Her.

i will always be Miss Judy’s Toy




ME like me or not i am ME

Hello sexy Friends,

I have been wanting to write to express myself the best i can.  I have not read alll my email for a few days have over 150 to go thru.  I shall get to them. Its one of my favorite bloogers that inspired my title tonite.  Thanks Deviant Succubus.  She has an awsome body and beautiful eyes.  her blog(Bliss) today has a great photo. i so know that feeling from the photo. And also in her writing from one end to the other. I served a Mistress and Her sub hubby for a couple of years. And the blissfulnes of serving and just being in the moment. Under his cock and balls . yes bliss.

Now , hopefully Miss Judy will understand and not be upsey with my honesty in this post.  Yesterday, we had plans for the afternoon and evening which included an hours long drive to meet Her brother, lunch,and  some alone time.  When i picked Miss Judy up, She wasn’t in the best moods. She told me to not talk and just drive.  She didn’t speak to me and was texting on Her cell.  I have never seen this side of Her. i was unnerved and felt all alone for the first time since i have been with Her.  Finally, after about 45 minutes She opened up. Her brother cancelled and She had been looking forward toseeing him.

We had lunch done some shopping. i took Her home and She wanted me to leave which i did. Later i texted Her thanking Her for Her time and told Her how much i missed rubbing Her and tasting Her sweet juices.  Her response came an hout later.  You should have begged for the pleasure of serving. She gave me an assignment and said maybe tommorrow we can meet, if i finish the asignment.

So today , i went to a family function with a butt plug in and got quite drunk.  The tequila was flowing and i was enjoying.  One of my sil cousin’s ran his fingers in my hair and told me how soft and sexy my hair.  After abit he grabbed my arm and took me into the rest room.  For those that remember i am bi and love to be oral.  Once inside the stall i dropped to my knees and took Him deep into my mouth and enjoyed his juices.. He finished and left and said he would enjoy the next party even better because he knew a good cock sucker now.

So now i am home and sobberiing up. Craving something chocolate like this ok really craving to between Miss Judy’s soft sexy thighs tasting Her juices. and feeling guilty. 20190817_222731.jpg

So later today , i will beg forgivnes to Miss Judy for giving myself a little pleasure my blowing someone. Meanwhile i shall go to bed wearing one of my favorite nitghies.



Nite nite

humbly submitted


Miss Judy’s toy


Hi Sexy Friends,

Well i heard from Miss Judy and now i jump for joy.  Busy life does get in the way and an oversensitive sub is probably never good. So i am a worry wart afraid of rejection.

Miss Judy has leet me ne freer then any time in my life. So i am glad our relationship will continue. i look forward to being with Her and serving Her as Her TOY !!!!!

Thanks for listening friends.

will post for SInful Sunday then back to work

My Sunday hang out do laundry dress and clean house.

Humbly submitted


Her toy



Hi Sexy Friends,

Well, not syre where my relationship with Miss Judy is heading.  the last 10 days , i haven’t had the opportuntity to be with Miss Judy.  Between Coaching soccer and family commitments i lost my voice. Laryngitis and antibotics for 7 days. Also had the power steering pump go out on my truck.  No transportation and lost of income for a week.

Our arrangement was for me to text Miss Judy good morning and in Evening text to request a call.  During one of these calls i text Her info on this blog.  She does relish honesty.  So She has access as She should.

This was going well until 2 days ago. My request to call was denied and the next morning. She texted that She was unhappy.  no Text for a day and a half. So today i sent an email with some photos with me in a new maid outfit. She likes lace so its lacy and new lace panties. Also in a collar.

So here i sit in a collar bare foot and summer dress not knowing and anxiously awaiting a reply from Miss Judy.


here’s an outake of my new maids dress and panties


humbly submitted


hopefully still Miss Judy’s toy