submissive Yes i am

Good Day Sexy Friends and Followers,

i never thought much about how submissive i was or am or have been in my life. One of the blogs i follow is written by a 34 year old slave. Slave Shae {} has me thinking. I have always  been a Mamma’s Boy and doing as my Mother asked of me. I believe She is the one responsible for me being a crossdresser.  My sister is nine years older and for Halloween as i was always dressed as her daughter.  My sister has always been there for me as my Mother had been . Mother passed away 11 years ago. Miss her dearly.  So i was always submissive to my Mother and Sister but not in a BDSM way. As years progressed i was always submissive to the Women in my life whether they knew or not.  My wife after 40 years of marriage figured it out decided i wasn’t alpha enough for her and left me.  My 23 daughters don’t really understand why She left and all are very synpathic with me thinking their Mom is crude.  My daughters have dropped their Mother in support of me , which i try to explain and tell them She is their Mother ot be loved always too.

So today while in small town Mexico, it hit me how submissive i am to my youngest daughter’s family ie In Laws. I don’t speak Spanish and have been to this town 6 times in the last 3 years.

I go no place with out a family member. So today, while in the big town about 6 miles from where we stay. My daughter’s FIL( Jose) asked me to come with Him to the big town. i always walk a few steps behind Him or anyone when i do to town.  He went to a bank and picked up some pesos(cash) , while i waited outside.  As He left 2 men walked behind Him.  One quickly stepped in front of Him and comforted Him asking for His money, while the one right behind Him put a knife to his side.  I quickly grabbed and disarmed the offender. while the other ran off.  i am not a hero bu any means. i worked with the Police for 20 years and trained with them.

Jose was surprised and told me i was his and everyone in the family’s body guard. i shrugged it off.  Telling Him i am only here because Your family loves me and am willing to help out any way possible.

So here in small town Mexico, where the men eat first and the children and Women eat after, i eat with the men and then help the Women clean up afterwards. Washing dishes when i am not pushed away.

i do love being here.

Humbly submitted