I want to wish everyone a Happy & Healthy New Year filled with Peace n Love. Mat dreams become reality.
i have rarely done anything on New Years Eve or New Years Day. Mostly being at home with family. Because it was 49 years ago on New Years Eve at 5:30 a.m. that my father passed. He had been ill for many years and we (Sister, Brother and Mother) watched his health fail. I remember that morning like it was today. i sometimes think i failed him greatly. Not being exactly who he wanted me to be. I was only 16 years old , still a punk in High School. Not really concerned about growing up and being the man of the family. My sister was married. My younger brother was still in grade school. I just wanted to have fun play football, hang with girls , and drink or do drugs. Fortunately, i stayed on the right side of the law and my Mother was always there when i needed her.
Mother has been gone just a little over 12 years. i miss them both terribly. i do believe that both my parents would be proud of me today. Maybe not happy that i identify as a bisexual, crossdresser , service slave. But as i look back i am only one in family with a Masters degree including my cousins. i retired at 57 , i have 3 beauitful Daughters, 2 son in laws that would do anything for me or their wives. 5 Granddaughters 4 Grandsons and 1 great Grand son. The family is all healthy and doing well despite this goofy virus that has us quarantining.
The biggest surprise came on Christmas Day when Mistress Kate called me. Not only was it She and Sir have now tested negative foe covid but they are both feeling better. She then really surprised me by saying ” we both love you heaps, and i have loved you since we first me. think about moving in. I know that would mean moving 7 hours from your family. Sir is going back to Chicago and i will be alone for the next 2 to 3 months. Don’t answer now. Think about it and i will call you on Jan 1. Hugs n Love” with that she blew me a kiss and hung up. i am still in shock and haven’t told my daughter and her hubby about that yet. I live with them and their 4 daughters.
Life can be good and will be good. Happy New Year One and All
Thank – You, Posy. I think you have great legs too ! Also thanks Alice.
This is about Hose and panty hose. Like most crossdressers . i started out with Mothers and Sisters. Oh what a feeling . Still enjoy the feeling on my legs . Silk thigh Highs a great feeling. I used to wear Leggs winterhose when i played football. The guys in the locker room would give me shit about it. but that never mattered as i played well enough. Been shaving my legs sine my early 20’s mainly for cycling but soon found out that the feeling was enhanced on my legs. Before i reitred many days more than not i had either thigh highs on or pantyhose. i just love the feeling.
Here’s a few Christmas bows under my pants for the day.
i hope and trust everyone is well and doing the best they can in this pandemic world. Being bored and looking for something new , i added myself to Tik Tok. Mainly because i wanted to see Shakira’s dance challenge from the new video Girl Like Me. (Black Eyed Peas, Shakira – GIRL LIKE ME (Official Music Video) – YouTube ) Video link to song. BTW wish i had a body like Hers.
Well on Tik Tok someone wrote about service slaves and what they are and aren’t. I found it interesting but off. i also added myself to a dating app. My secret on the app was that i am a crossdresser and added a pic of me in a dress. i also stated that i was service oriented and believed in FLR. i guess not so surprisingly, but i received several responses. The question that was most asked was when did you have sex last? A tough answer for me because i haven’t had “sex” for over 10 years. if your definition of sex is fucking. i have been oral with several over the last few years. But my privates have not been touched my anyone in over 10 years. Do i miss that ? short answer no. i enjoy giving. Even when i was with Mistress Kate and Sir , i didn’t get touched in the private area. But they strokes my head , arms , or arms while i was with them. And to me that was wonderful They were worried about me and got pleasure from me masturbating in front of them and consuming my own ejaculate.
So to me a service slave provides service. Whether it be physical with someone or doing some chore, errand , or what have you. Washing clothes, car or dishes.
Doing for others That is what please me and makes me a service slave!! and a plus if i can dress up to the part !!!
Hope all are doing well among this pandemic that is driving some of us up the wall. It’s been a rough time for all of us. I certainly miss traveling to Mexico and up to see Mistress Kate. Seems Mistress Kate is caring for a close friend who has covid and not doing well. I haven’t been able to go see Her because of that. My Daughter is due to deliver another granddaughter in February. so i must stay healthy. so i have been thinking its been hard to dress as sindee and get out. Ok impossible to get out under all these closures. And i am getting older close to 66 so i have been thinking about purging for the last time. Giving what i can to those who need things. Not sure exactly but that’s the way i am leaning. since this way should anything happen to me. Noone will have to go thru 4 bins of my girlie clothes and toys.
Here’s from the last time i was left home alone. Maybe my last pics .
Peace N Love
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