What do i want to be when i grow up?

Good Day Sexy Friends and Followers,

At the of Blue Bloods today, Frank Reagan(father) asks Jamie (his son) ” at dinner last Sunday, you were the only one who didn’t say what he wanted to be when you grew up?’

This got me thinking, when is was younger whenever someone ask me that my answer was always happy and rich. They would usually ask but doing what and where you get rich ? My answer was i will work hard and invest well. so really i never did give an answer someone was looking to get.

So here i sit at the age of 67 divorced after 42 years of marriage with 3 grown and beautiful daughters and 10 grandchildren and one great grandson. living with my youngest daughter, her hubby, and 4 granddaughters. i have a Mistress that i serve and can cross-dress and really just be me slave sindee. Happy yes but when i spend too much time ( 5 days 10 days 30 days) either living full time with my Mistress and Her Hubby or my family, i feel like i am missing something and i am not as happy as i should be.

I have been running a successful youth soccer program as a volunteer for 12 years. Took it from 350 players in one park to 800 players in 2 parks. I am a successful soccer coach for High school girls.

I help care for a blind 87 year old Aunt.

All wonderful things to be glad and make me happy but yet i feel like something is missing. i spoke on this with Mistress Kate and Sir. Mistress Kate asked when are you the happiest? i thought for a moment or 2. My answer was pretty much the answer in https://sindeejson.wordpress.com/2022/03/30/tmi-tuesday-march-29-2022/. Laying with my head on Her bare thigh after She has patted me on my head telling me good job. i am happy feeling like i am in heaven. The other time when i have a feeling that close is when the 1-year-old Granddaughter falls asleep on my shoulder.

I have enough money and don’t really care about much else but would want to be able to move back and forth between those 2 times. Mistress Kate just thinks sometimes i am just to weird and told me that’s why i love you. It just about sent to to another level when She said that in front of Sir. Sir smiled and said ” you know sindee i love you too, come here for a hold you silly one. “

So i still don’t know what i want to be when i grow up. i do tell folks i am living until i am120. So who knows maybe i will be something when i grow up. But for now i am happy and living good. Thank full for that and good health.

Life goes on and maybe i should have the theme in life of Bobby McFerrin – Don’t Worry Be Happy (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU)

Hope i didn’t bore anyone just wanted off my chest again.

This post approved by both Mistress Kate and Sir

Peace N Love

humbly submitted


a blast from the past



5 thoughts on “What do i want to be when i grow up?”

  1. If you can do both things and each fulfils you in different ways, then keep juggling being the family man and sindee in service. Happiness is not a guaranteed commodity, so if you have it, hold onto it. xoxo

  2. I can remember growing up I wanted to be a spy, and then work in forensic science. I remember looking at journalism at one time and then deciding against it because it seemed ‘boring’. That I’m now a blogger and writing is a passion of mine? It’s quite ironic. I hope you will be happy or many years to come. Don’t worry about growing up, it’s more fun when you’re young at heart.

    1. Thanks , Helen. Seems like writing was in your heart and you needed to find your niche. Well done. Indeed being young at heart is enjoyable if not annoying to your children – lol

      1. slave sindee you’re absolutely right, I just didn’t know what it was – to think I was innocent once lol. Thank you. Oh yes, my father was too, he definitely got under my skin a few times lol, I do miss him though.

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