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Happy easter

Easter Greetings to All me sexy Friends and Followers,

First off May you all enjoy your Easter weekend. Springtime is upon us and soon summer.

I have been behind in reading my favorite blogs slowly catching up. About 2 weeks ago i received a wonderful bear hug from my son-in law’s brother. It was so good as he lifted me off the ground and gave a second stronger squeeze as i kissed his bald head that he cracked 2 ribs. i have gotten behind in a bunch of things including re writing my last days with Mistress Kate. My first submitted to Her was to personal for Her liking. I also missed going to see Her again as my truck broke down. Rack and pinon steering failure at 70 mph. Luckily , i am an experienced driver and few vehicles around me. So i was able to pull over safely and call for a tow truck. Life can throw unexpected curves at any time. So as i mend and my truck gets repaired, my wish is for everyone to have a great weekend and enjoy your friends and family to the max.

Peace N Love

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Wishing this was me

TMI Tuesday: March 15, 2021

Good Day Sexy Friends & Followers,

Money, Money, Money

1. If you pay someone to do one chore what would it be?

probably do all my folding of laundry and ironing of clothes

2. If I gave you $1,000,000 usd, how much would you give to charity?

10 to 15 %

3. What is the most annoying thing your (current or past) partner does with money?

My ex was a penny pincher. She accounted for every penny we spent. it wasn’t until during the divorce and even after that i found out for the last 5 years of the marriage she was running 2 books. All water under the bridge. Life for me is good. Thankfully

4. What is something you bought as a couple but would be embarrassed for your parents to know?

Nothing but maybe the money we spent on a Halloween costumes and make up. A night i shall never forget but she regrets. I was her whore and she was my pimp for the night. The sex we had afterward was wonderful. i still remember. She didn’t let me take off my hose, heels or unglue the breast forms. She called me whore and slut and had a good time. but never wanted to do it again or talk about it.

5. What money-related thing have you hid from your significant other?

Just my crossdressing

Bonus: If you received $1,000,000 usd right now would you tell people? Why or why not?

i would not but i would set up trust funds for my grandchildren for college. i would give but if they knew how much their greed might kick in and not want to save for a rainy day.


Peace N Love

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Happy TMI Tuesday!

Surprise from Mistress Kate

Good Day Sexy Friends & Followers,

i ope and trust everybody is feeling well and being safe. On Tuesday i got a surprise call From Mistress Kate. She wanted to meet about half way on between our places for lunch on Friday. Who i am to say no. after all she picked a place and time. It was a very long week from Tuesday to Friday.

Friday comes a 2.5 hour drive , i wanted to be early. She wanted me there at 1130 , i got there at 1115 and She was waiting. I went over to Her car, her dogs were with Her. I greeted them all. We walked over to between our vehicles and She had me take off my collar and kneel before Her. She then put the collar on me saying ” you are mine and today is special for your birthday tomorrow , i shall pay for your meal. You will only speak when spoken to and if you wish something or need to speak raise your hand to your forward head as if saluting me. Understand?” Yes Ma’am gladly . “you may get up after you kiss my Feet” Mush to my surprise She was wearing a maxi dress and sandals. Her toenails painted a beautiful red. I kissed Her toes and feet. She gave me a big smile and hug. “Go walk the dogs. there is a bag in my car. Open the back door of your car for me and return when the dogs are finished. ” i should note that i have a SUV with very dark windows in the back and tinted in front. When i returned and opened the door, She had slide to the other side of the car and had lifted Her dress so i could see Her sweet lovely pussy. As i climbed in She said ” this is your dessert if you are a good boy” i eached over and rubbed Her calves and started up Her thighs. ” Not Yet but Thank You i do enjoy your touch and hands on my feet, legs and body. Be patient. let’s go eat”

Lunch was very good and very uneventful other then i was with Mistress Kate. When we got back to my car, i started it up as it had gotten cold temp outside 38 although sunny. She asked “what would you like to do first slave?” may i start at your feet and work my way up, Please? Pretty please? She hiked up Her dress and kicked Her sandals off and lifted Her feet to my lap. Without a word or hesitation as Her feet touched me i started massaging them one hand per foot. i lifted one up to my mouth and started kissing her little toe and eventually licking it and sucking on it. did each toe on each foot. She motioned for me to start rubbing her calves as i did She moaned and opened Her legs putting on the front seat headrest. i viewed this as the invitation to start kissing Her thighs but before i moved up i lifted Her legs so i could kiss behind Her knees as i know She loves this. As i did She ” stop teasing me i am dripping” She grabbed my hair and pulled me between Her thighs stuffing my face and She squeezed Her thighs as i stuck my tongue in deep and started flicking as i felt Her legs shake and tasted Her sweet juices. We stayed in that position for some time as i licked and she kept mu head warm with Her lovely thighs. Patting my head She ” take it easy, Just let me enjoy this moment”. I was thinking gad She is enjoying but i am in heaven right now. i was holding Her lovely butt cheeks and feeling in bliss knowing She was happy. She released Her thigh grip and lifted my head. “Would you like to masturbate between my feet and lick your cum off? ” The look on my face must have said it all. i was still rock hard and have never would have said no. As i pulled my pants down and figure a good position to get into. She looked and said ” i am glad your still hard and your face is so shiny.” I looked at Her , “it is your sweet juices and my lovely dessert that has me so happy.” It didn’t take long for me to climax and lick her feet clean. She was gigging as i licked Her feet clean. She was wiggling Her toes. She gave me that come here look . As i was shifting positions. She said ” my kitty needs more attention”. So who was i to not go at Her again and this time i made sweet love to Her. Slowly kissing and licking Her lips and nibbling on them. Before going at Her clitoris full force. After She came. We sat Her holding me. She held me tight as She said ” i really missed you more then my hubby. And the girls miss you too. ” i hope and trust this was a good birthday gift and You miss me too” I held Her arms around me tighter and said ” yes i do miss You and love how i feel in your presence and arms not to mention i really love how your taste. Thank You for this great surprise. i wish this moment right now could last forever and we didn’t have to move”

We both got ourselves together. i walked the dogs again. She said i could publish this as i saw fit no pictures were taken. She also wants me to rewrite days 4 and 5 from a couple of weeks ago. We made arrangements for me to visit Her in a couple of weeks. We hugged and said our good byes.

Peace N Love

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nsfw sex quiz

Good Day Sexy Freinds and followers:

Succulent Savage posted a NSFW Sex Quiz which I am shamelessly copying and answering for my myself now…

1: When did you lose your virginity?

i was 15 teen and she was 16. i played football and she was a cheerleader. The third time we et after a game the heavy petting advanced to a full and enjoyable breaking f both our virginities under the stars and stadium seats. How much more romantic could it have been – lol

2: Rough sex or soft sex?

i am a gentle lover. although , i have been known to rough it up a couple of times when i was much younger and encouraged to do so by my partner at the time. Not who i am today.

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

Yes. Lol Read my blog and you will know what many of them are. Off the top of my head I can list some favs: crossdressing, s&m, bondage, D/s, oral sex (giving) worshipping by partners body.

4: The weirdest place you’ve had sex?

i think the weirdest place was at a friends house in his parents bed with his sister. While his parents were home and a party going on. We left a wet spot on their sheets. Later his sister confessed and i was never allowed in their house or to see his sister.

5: Favorite sex position?

Easy with her straddling my face. i do so love giving.

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?

without a doubt submissive.

7: Have you ever had any one-night stands?


8: Sex on the bed, couch, or the floor?

Yes wherever she is comfortable.

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?

Ah yes the days of my youth. under the stands , at the beach, in the woods.

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?


11: What does your favorite underwear look like?

bikini style

12: How often do you have sex?

not often enough. i am single and this pandemic. going on.

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?

Mistress Kate and Sir

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?

i am a giver i enjoy giving

15: The most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?

My first threesome(MMF). i wasn’t prepared and when he stuck a finger up my backside it was dirty and stinky. He pulled it out quickly. I farted a stinky. he and i went into the bathroom where he washed my butt hole. i ad a hard time getting hard after that. it was a mod breaker. took a couple of joints to get back into it. We later laughed about it.

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?

fir one of the threesomes playing in the background was Come Together by The Beatles. Always thought it would be cool to have that playing while a someone was sitting on my face coming.

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?

nothing comes to mind but with Mistress Kate and Her friends there was light jazz in the background but my attention was on pleasing.

18: Are you into dressing up for sex?

i do enjoy dressing En Femme for sex

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?

i enjoyed giving Mistress a bath and was able to service Her in the shower.

20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?

Mistress and Sir

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?

Yes and i look forward to more.

22: Do you/would you use sex toys?


23: Have you e

ver sent someone a dirty text/picture?


24: Would you have sex with your best friend?

i would love to give him oral.

25: Is there anything you do after sex?

i love to cuddle after

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?

Sexy bare legs (men or women) cleavage and Beautiful eyes

27: Early morning sex or late night sex?

Yes it is a great way to start and end the day.

28: Favorite body part of the opposite sex?

i love beautiful eyes

29: Favorite body part of the same sex?

i love sexy legs on a man

30: Do you watch porn?


Thank you if you read thru all this

Peace N Love

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Day 3 Mistress Kate

Good Day My Sexy Friends and Follwers,

Mistress Kate has given a thumbs up to this long post.

So after cleaning and putting clean sheets on Her bed. She dressed and sat around as I waited on Her and finished the laundry until about 3 PM. She said “let’s do showers, me first then you. I have something special for this evening We are meeting a book club and You shall serve as we discuss the last few chapters. You shall not do any speaking unless spoken to. Understand” Yes Ma’am not a problem . “we shall go to dinner and then on to the Book Club. “ She had laid out some panties and bra for me. We had a lovely dinner at a Rustic Northern Woods Restaurant. I thought for sure the waitress was going to say something about my collar but she never did.

The ride to the book club was short and was in a store front downtown. The windows were blacked out and you couldn’t see inside. Once inside there was Diane from the other day. She came over and greeted me with a hug and said “You are such a sweetheart to be our waiter today. Let me show you the Kitchen area. “

Mistress Kate came along and we went got to the back, Mistress Kate “ disrobe leave the panties and bra on take off your hose and wear these cute bunnie slippers” With out wasting time I did.

Diane “ those are the cutest slippers. “ She showed be around the kitchen area. I quickly arranged the snacks and beverage tray under their direction. I was told to wait until I was called out to serve.

As I sat and waiting I could hear voices and some giggling. I was there for what seemed like 45 minutes but in reality 15 or so. When I heard the familiar voice of Mistress Kate “ Ladies at our service tonite is my slave , We spoke last week about my slave and I am happy you all came out .to see for yourself. As you may recall , you may ask questions but slave is here to serve us as we discuss our book. Please ask for drinks or snacks no touching of private parts you may smack or pinch slave’s ass anytime. Snapping your fingers will get slave’s attention. And now with out further adieu. SLAVE our snacks and beverages” out I came looking up to see about 8 Ladies not including Mistress Kate and Diane. I had a tray in each hand bunnie slippers, panties,bra, cuffs around my ankles and collar. I stood motionless for a second or two. When Mistress Kate “ come on don’t be shy serve” I start to walk around and serve. Of Course Mistress Kate was first and then Diane, who was sitting with this butch woman. Rather cute but in a male way. Her name I would find out later Pat. Very androgynous and appropriate. The Ladies discussed some book. And every so often a snap of the finger for cookies, wine or whatever. Usually after I served I got a smack in the butt or a pinch. I would wiggle my butt as I walked. As the meeting ended several thanked Mistress Kate for my services and told her I was well behaved and asked about cleaning, laundry and other duties. Some wanted to borrow me. Mistress Kate just smiled and said we shall see. I cleaned up as the Ladies were leaving. When I ad all the glasses and dishes in the kitchen I just started washing them.

Mistress Kate came in “ well done slave and now to let you know that it is Pat’s birthday, if you didn’t hear the others wishing her a happy birthday. The four of us are going to have a great time. You may have wondered about the cuffs. Well that is the surprise. Now that the dishes are done. And you cleaned up. I want you to dance for us. Stay here until your hear the music playing and come in dancing” The lights dimmed down the music came on. And I did my best John Travolta as they played Staying Alive. As I danced , I noticed they put 2 tables together with a heavy quilt over them. I also noticed that they were also in just panties. The ext song came on Do You Love Me Now. As I danced I was watching Pat as she had taped her breasts down. I danced and danced the best I could.

The Music finished. Mistress Kate asked me to kiss their feet starting with hers and ending with Pat’s.

As I kissed Pat’s feet I started massaging her calves they were beautiful and muscular. Mistress Kate was kissing Diane. I made eye contact with Her and She motioned for me to get up on the table. Pat asked that I gie her a body massage. So she laid on the table. Mistress Kate had brought the coconut body oil and handed it to me. I massaged Pat’s back and lowered down to the area just above the butt and lower back. When Diane started kissing Pat’s neck and ears. I moved to her butt cheeks and thighs. After a bit Pat rolled over and Said “lick my clit and make me come like Mistress Kate said you can don’t disappoint. I started slowly kissing the space between the thigh and pussy lips brushing over from one side to the other when she grabbed my head and stuffed my face into her pussy. She was very juicy it only took a couple of licks when She squeezed my head with her thighs I licked and sucked as she came. I barely heard Mistress Kate “i told you slave is great orally. Wait untl we have slave on back and legs tied down. good face to sit on”.

Diane asked if she could be next and Pat said “ I am not finished keep licking bitch !”

Mistress Kate “ we have all night and slave loves giving head”

When Pat was finished. Mistress Kate had me lay on my back and they tied my ankle cuffs to the tables. I could sit up and lay down. Pat went over to Mistress Kate thanking her. As diane just came ove and sat on my face and said “eat up and play with my tits” Before I could even reach up she grabbed my hands and placed them on her ample breasts. Not that size matters but she had to be at least 36 d’s bigger then Mistress Kate’s and they were lovely to squeeze as She grinded on my face. Pat “ pinch my nipples pinch me eat me eat me.” I was in heaven I licked and sucked and nibbled and pinched until she shuddered and just all her weight was on my face. She pushed my hands off her chest and just sat there while I was breathing very heavily.

Mistress Kate “ Diane , I think maybe you should let slave have some air.” Diane laughed and got up and kissed me saying” you should be a lesbian eating kitty like that”

Mistress Kate “ I told you he was the first one who had me orgasm just carssaing and loving my breasts. Now you understand when I love slave so much. Even my hubby loves that mouth” as She leaned over and kissed me. She handed me a water bottle. “drink up for the night is young”

Pat , her body glowing from the oil and massage “ you know my tits aren’t all that sensitive do you think slave can make me come just my tits”

Diane “ not before I get a massage”

Mistress Kate patted Her thighs. I knew she wanted me over by Her. I just looked at my ankles. She laughed and climbed on the table and straddled over me. She was teasing me lowering her sweet lips close but just out of reach. I heard Diane moaning. But was concentrating on Mistress’s pussy. Mistress finally let me taste Her . I licked and enjoyed Her sweet juices. When she got off me, I could see Diane and Pat in a 69 position. I looked at Mistress and said “thank you this is a wonderful night and experience for me . I hope I am exceeding your expectations of me”

Mistress Kate patted my head “yes slave and we are not finished yet. Undue your legs and get the oil and sart rubbing Diane while she is on top”

And so the night went on. It took some time but I think because she had come several times already I was able to get Pat to cum just playing with her tits. Nice size fit easily into my mouth. Fryer some time of being entwined. We all just laid there cuddling. My jaw was sore. I could taste them on my face. Pat out of nowhere “did slave ever cum?’

Mistress Kate “ it was about you and enjoying don’t worry about slave. Slave did you cum ? Do you want to?

No Ma’am my pleasure comes from knowing I pleased You. I did please You?

Mistress Kate “ well done. Clean up and we shall head home. Is that ok with You , Pat & Diane?”

Diane “ can we use slave again before slave leaves Please?”

Mistress Kate “ I have some plans but we can chat later”

When we got home, Mistress Kate “ you pleased me well tonite. I know you like to spoon but I promised Sir , you would not sleep in our bed. So get some quilts and pillows down by the fireplace and start a fire”

So we slept with me inside the warm and cuddling arms of Mistress.

Oh what a night I don’t think I will ever have a night like that again.

Peace N Love

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Pics of my legs and feet from the night

Sinful Sunday 514 Lonely Valentine’s Day

Good Day Sexy Friends & Followers,

Happy Valentine’s Day to all. I have sent a note to Mistress Kate and Sir wishing them a great day. These photos are me at home. The PJ set was a gift from Mistress Kate – Thank You. We have matching sets.

Well i am alone, that is without a lover to love today. But i do have good news my daughter had her baby last Thursday. She is home feeling good and all are healthy. So it is myself and her Hubby with 8 women in the house. His grandmother, Mother, my daughter and 5 granddaughters from 13 to 4 days.

I hope that all my readers enjoy their Valentine’s Day and dreams and desires come true. Hugs and oral services to all.

Peace N Love



Little Update

Good Day Sexy Friends & Followers,

Well here in northern Illinois we have had 7 days below 20 degrees and wind chills below zero. I am back home with the family. My Daughter and Her Hubby at at the hospital awaiting the birth of my 6 Granddaughter and 10th grandchild. His Mother is here helping with the 4 that are home. Home schooling going on.

So as i await Mistress Kate’s approval to send days 3 thru 5. i shall write about what i liked best about being with Her. Subs may understand this best. After i took my collar off and She put it back on me. See prev blog(Day 1 & 2 with Mistress Kate | sindeejson ( i wore it non stop for 5 days and slept in it. See pic below. What a great feeling that i now long for. I do wear it out of the house when driving and going to the store but it is not the same. Being out and about with Mistress Kate , there it was for all to see. Being with Mistress Kate and just following Her and attending to Her. Cleaning the house, straightening up the basement. getting it ready to be painted. Although,, i was not en fem most of the time i was with Her. Thank full and waiting to go back.

Peace N Love

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At Your service

Day 1 & 2 with Mistress Kate

Good Day Sexy Friends and Followers,

How lucky i am to be able to visit Mistress Kate during this lockdown. Travelling to Northern Wisconsin although a bit colder the town is smaller and everyone knows one another. Few Restaurants are open and evryone is friendly and kind. Mistress Kate is feeling more comfortable with letting Her kink come out. Thank You Mistress Kate. BTW this is Mistress approved i am on day 4 here.

Well it started out with a great big hug, i am still feeling it. Upon arrival She had me call when i thought i was 5 minutes away. She was standing on her porch in a white robe , Her long majestic strawberry blonde hair just flowing with a huge smile. As i pulled into the drive< She ran down the stairs and waitted my the car door. I opened the door to Her ‘ You are Here ! YOU ARE HERE My slave is here this boring winter is going to be fun!” before She finished i was wrapped in Her arms in the best hold ever. i still feel it. After we went in and did some personal catching up.

“That is a lovely new collar. What happened to the old one?” i told Her that some how it got lost and i saw this one and bought it. She shook her head. “take it off right NOW! as i was removing it i said You don’t like it.

“Silence” She reached for it and looked at. “nice soft leather and nice ring. i do so like it now on your knees and present yourself to me” She took my head and touched my head so that i was looking into Her beautiful blue eyes. i do so get lost in them. I wasn’t sure what was going on as i knelt and stared for what seemed like 10 minutes with Her one finger touching my chin and the other holding the collar. Suddenly, Her lips moved ” i like this and with this collar I shall claim you as mine , you shall wear this collar the entire time you are here. You are mine and will do as you are told. i will protect you and adhere to your limits and keep you safe. Do you agree and what say you? My smile couldn’t have been bigger. Yes Yes Yes i am yours and shall obey You at all times. She started putting the collar on me. I will follow You and do as You desire, It is my privildge to be considered Mistress Kate’s slave Thank You Thank You. i bent over nad kissed each foot. She patted my head. “this starts our wonderful week. Kiss my hand ” i kissed each hand as She put it forth.

i emptied my car and prepared some crackers and cheese. We snacked a bit. She then talked about what we might do. She keeps Her house at 62 degrees. Later in the evening We headed out for dinner.  At Dinner, She told me that She has made friends with some kinky folks. She order for me as i sat quiet head bowed down. The waitress said” He is quiet is he ok? Kate Kate responded “this is the slave i was telling you about? he is well trained you may call him xxxxx” Dinner went on as normal. i paid the waitress(Diane). Diane looked at me ” Tomorrow is going to be fun see you then Enjoy Mistress Kate. ” I replied “Thank You Ma’am” Mistress smiled and we left. On the ride Mistress said ” Damn her she ruined my surprise for you. Now you will have to wait”

When we came back i started a fire and laid a huge mattress down and covered it with a fannel sheet. i took Her clothes off and rubbed coconut oil over Her body until fell She asleep.  After about an hour of Her sleep with me laying on Her thighs. She asked me to rub Her thighs and do my magic between Her legs. Such soft and sexy thighs i had a lovely and tastee snack.  After some wonderful cuddling we adjourned to our respective rooms.  When Her Hubby, Sir, was here i sleep on a doggie bed in their room.  But Sir requested i stay out of their room since He isn’t here.  So they gave me a nice room with flannel sheets. i slept so well and am looking forward to the adventures of the day.

Day 2 didn’t pan out with friends as it snowed from 630 a.m to 930 p.m. over 12 inches of snow.  So we did head out for dinner.  walked about .5 miles Outside the wait staff we were the only customers.   Dinner was good. on the walk back we did snow angels in an empty parking lot.  When we got back was the best part of the nite.  She wanted a shower.  So after disrobing Her.  I bathed Her and toweled Her off. i laid Her in Her Four poster Bed covered Her up took my shower.  As i entered the room She removed the covers and wiggled Her toes.  So i rubbed Her feet and worshipped each toe as i massaged Her calves. Her skin feels so soft.  When She was satisficed, She rolled over and said “my back is lonely”. My signal to massage Her back.  And so the nite went on with me worshipping Her lovely body for over 3 hours of rubbing, kissing, caressing and enjoying Her. She stated, “use my thigh as a pillow and look but do  not touch my pussy any more for nite and have sweet dreams”  I kissed Her neck and ears and laid between Her legs as instructed.  After some time She awoke and advised we should return to our rooms until She rings for me. i finished this and take Her A light kiss to Her forward as i said “thank You for a lovely day and evening” Her smile was what i left with.

When i awoke i cleaned the fireplace and tided the house. Started Her coffee eagerly awaiting the bell. I also wrote this while waiting. Perfect timing, iam finished and scurry with coffee to Her side i go.

I didn’t mention that the temp has dropped from snow day to zero and will be below zero for Saturday.  During the day i cleaned part of the basement under Her direction and used the snow blower twice and cleared the walk ways and driveway.

Mistress Kate has read and approved and no photos taken. sorry friends

Peace N Love

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update on life

Good Day Sexy Friends & Followers,

it’s been over a month since my last blog. i have been trying to keep up with the many blogs i follow and have fallen behind. Yesterday i cleared 85 emails. Today there are 316 unread. i will get to them sooner or later.

Last weekend the weather Gods decided we needed 10 inches of snow and some wind. Fortunately, my neighbor has a snow plow and did our driveway which can hold 10 cars. a lot of shoveling would have been done. Thankful for good neighbors. The house has been hectic 4 girls (13,11, 3 and 2) can be very loud from time to time. i love them dearly but every so often would love to shout shut da f up! i don’t . My daughter is due on the 17th of the month and yet another girl will be in the house.

on the plus side i got a mani and pedi. Still looking for a new place. My regular manicurist of 5 years closed her shop due to covid and went back home to Greece. I really miss her. This last place get my finger nails down way to low and didn’t understand when i was telling her not so short.

I am leaving for a few days to visit Mistress Kate. She is feeling better. so i am driving four hours and looking to serve Her. Her husband is back at work in Chicago so She is all alone.

Thank You for following and leaving comments and love

Peace N Love



a little snow
blue nails
short nails

Happy New Year

Good Day Sexy Friends & Followers

I want to wish everyone a Happy & Healthy New Year filled with Peace n Love. Mat dreams become reality.

i have rarely done anything on New Years Eve or New Years Day. Mostly being at home with family. Because it was 49 years ago on New Years Eve at 5:30 a.m. that my father passed. He had been ill for many years and we (Sister, Brother and Mother) watched his health fail. I remember that morning like it was today. i sometimes think i failed him greatly. Not being exactly who he wanted me to be. I was only 16 years old , still a punk in High School. Not really concerned about growing up and being the man of the family. My sister was married. My younger brother was still in grade school. I just wanted to have fun play football, hang with girls , and drink or do drugs. Fortunately, i stayed on the right side of the law and my Mother was always there when i needed her.

Mother has been gone just a little over 12 years. i miss them both terribly. i do believe that both my parents would be proud of me today. Maybe not happy that i identify as a bisexual, crossdresser , service slave. But as i look back i am only one in family with a Masters degree including my cousins. i retired at 57 , i have 3 beauitful Daughters, 2 son in laws that would do anything for me or their wives. 5 Granddaughters 4 Grandsons and 1 great Grand son. The family is all healthy and doing well despite this goofy virus that has us quarantining.

The biggest surprise came on Christmas Day when Mistress Kate called me. Not only was it She and Sir have now tested negative foe covid but they are both feeling better. She then really surprised me by saying ” we both love you heaps, and i have loved you since we first me. think about moving in. I know that would mean moving 7 hours from your family. Sir is going back to Chicago and i will be alone for the next 2 to 3 months. Don’t answer now. Think about it and i will call you on Jan 1. Hugs n Love” with that she blew me a kiss and hung up. i am still in shock and haven’t told my daughter and her hubby about that yet. I live with them and their 4 daughters.

Life can be good and will be good. Happy New Year One and All

Peace N Love