heard this song one of my favorites from Neil Diamond and it got me thinking
Where I am, what I am
What I believe in
Holly holy dream
make me think who am i sindee or the male me
as sindee i am kind gentle caring and living to serve others
in male mode i can be demanding self centered and everyone is ok with that
when in male mode i am try to be kind caring , and serving and then i am considered weak
But i love to serve i love to wear dresses , heels and women’s clothes yet i hide in the closet 75 % of the time. My wife after realizing i wasn’t finished cross dressing left after 43 years of marriage. She doesn’t
love me as a maid ,Her servant thinks of me as a weak male not Her hubby who loves Her. She said if i loved her i wouldn’t wear women’s clothes and i would tell Her what to do and when to do it. but that’s not me.
so life will go on She has filled for divorce wanting it all and leaving me with nothing so the lawyers will fight it our and hopefully, sindee will be happy when this is over.
so for now i love these photos of sindee helps me remember good times
so the other day Thursday i took a couple of pics while my Granddaddy was napping.
i was babbysitting and enjoying and needed to take out the trash. my neighbor and i talked outside over the fence. He never said anything about the heels i was wearing or the leggings pr the pink top. hmm maybe i’m more natural then i think.
here’s the pics
i didn’t put a coat on thought it was a quick run out and back in
Have a great day
Don’t know why i just can’t get dressed up and head to a glory hole.
My mouth longs to be filled and stuffed with cock and cum.
yet i sit and long at porn on the computer wishing and wondering when will i leave and fulfill the dream and desires.
Let’s talk faves, the most, and perfection at TMI Tuesday blog.
1. Favorite childhood memory?
Playing in River view a park in the city
2. Favorite moment in the last 3 months?
spent a week in Guadalajara during the Day of the Dead
3. Favorite drink on a hot summer day?
ice cold beer
4. Perfect day out: what, where, with whom?
a three some with a Mistress and Master any where they wanted
5. Your most unexpected achievement?
never thought i would graduate college and now i have a Masters degree
Bonus: The kindest thing you ever did for a stranger?
help jump start a car was going in opposite direction on a cold Chicago day.
There were 2 Black men holding out jumper cables in a very white neighborhood. During the conversation they told me they had been trying for 45 minutesd and turned around to help these guys and get them on their way.
How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!
Dreams are dreams
Not all are bad
Not all are good
Not all come True
Fantasies are fantasies
Not all can be lived out
Peter Pan lives in our mind
Fairies live to those who believe
Life is for living and loving
Love one another
Live your life
and so it goes
so due to family get together for the last 3 days nothing but male attire not even panties.
one of my nephews girlfriend keep teasing me with her sexy feet in white sox
i so wanted to rub , suck and worship her feet. i’m sure noone noticed the pics i took.
i must be kinda weird being in church for a baptism, mass and still thinking about those sexy feet.
so now after 3 days of tequila, family, church, and man clothes i go to bed wearing my pink nightie