Belly Ache Fix

Woke up this morning with a big belly ache

What to do ? Then i remember Mother,  who was English, gave us kids enemas for just about everything.

I had just bought this holds a quart.


So i fill it up and insert it appropriately. Nice warm water. i was able to hold 2 quarts for about 20 minutes. What  great release and took care of my belly ache.

So i took off The Vice and showered & shaved feeling very refreshed. so back on with a plug and The Vice.


Feeling better maybe i will go out for a walk





TMI 2-20-18

I Need My Space

1. Do you think that fate or destiny play a role in love?

a. Absolutely

b. For the most part
c. Somewhat
d. Not really
e. Not at all
2. True or False – If my sexual likes and dislikes are not in line with my partners, I change them.

False i’m too submissive to change someone else 

3. You and your partner are at a party. Both of you are equally acquainted with the hosts and the other people attending, although you aren’t the best of pals with any of the guests, you have conversed with them on a few occasions. During the socializing, what would you most likely do?
a. I’d stay glued to my partner’s side, conversing with the same people he/she is.
b. I’d be away from my partner, mingling with the other guests.
c. I’d stay near my partner, but involved in different conversations.

d. I spend some time by my partner’s side, and some time mingling.

e. I let my partner drift or stick by me – as she/he wishes.
4. Have you ever gone through your partner’s journal, diary or personal letters?
a. Yes – I‘ve read it/them from A to Z.
b. Yes – I’ve read some of it/them.
c. I know where she/he keeps them but I haven’t read any.
d. I know where she/he keeps them – I couldn’t help but look – but I haven’t read any.

e. No – I don’t knoNOw where she/he keeps them, and I have no intention of looking.

f. No – I don’t know she/he keeps them, even though I’ve looked.
5. Have you ever had a romantic partner go through your journal, diary, personal letters or text messages without your permission? How did you feel? What did you do?

No she didn’t care about my kinky side and wanted me to live vanilla

Bonus:  What makes you feel loved?

being able to serve and care for someone who appreciates having a submissive man 

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heard this song one of my favorites from Neil Diamond and it got me thinking


these lyrics

Where I am, what I am
What I believe in
Holly holy
Holly holy dream

make me think who am i sindee or the male me

as sindee i am kind gentle caring and living to serve others

in male mode i can be demanding self centered and everyone is ok with that

when in male mode i am try to be kind caring , and serving and then i am considered weak

But i love to serve i love to wear dresses , heels and women’s clothes yet i hide in the closet 75 % of the time. My wife after realizing i wasn’t finished cross dressing left after 43 years of marriage. She doesn’t

love me as a maid ,Her servant thinks of me as a weak male not Her hubby who loves Her. She said if i loved her i wouldn’t wear women’s clothes and i would tell Her what to do and when to do it. but that’s not me.

so life will go on She has filled for divorce wanting it all and leaving me with nothing so the lawyers will fight it our and hopefully, sindee will be happy when this is over.

so for now i love these photos of sindee helps me remember good times



taking out da trash

so the other day Thursday i took a couple of pics while my Granddaddy was napping.

i was babbysitting and enjoying and needed to take out the trash. my neighbor and i talked outside over the fence. He never said anything about the heels i was wearing or the leggings pr the pink top.  hmm maybe i’m more natural then i think.

here’s the pics

i didn’t put a coat on thought it was a quick run out and back in

Have a great day